Somehow the life has become lifeless..Seems i have got no energy, no aims, nothing..the last two days I did nothing except watching television..that too nothing substantial..i guess i have got no interest for anything..could not read any book properly, didn't go out anywhere..even didn't feel like eating let alone cooking for myself..
Whats gone wrong? i guess its the loneliness thats eating me from inside..the house is a big void which has nothing in it..i m the only one who talks and who listens too..the thoughts just keep wandering..but it seems that even they are not able to clear the boundaries of that castle i am imprisioned in..Sometimes it feels claustrophobic..feels like dying a slow death..in the morning the bed becomes the deathbed from which i just can't get up however i try..
i guess i m going crazy..its better i get involved into something soon or else i m wasting alot of precious time and my life..
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